Thursday, 06 November 2008

  • One of those weeks....

    Ever have one of those weeks when EVERYONE you want to talk to is busy and "can't talk right now" all at the same time?  I would think they were all conspiring against me (or planning a surprise birthday party for me) except that I really try not to be paranoid and its no where near my birthday... but that would be the best time to surprise me.  Hmm...

    Well in lieu of friends....look out facebook - here I come!

Thursday, 17 July 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Cote d'Azur Concerts on Verve
    By Ella Fitzgerald & Duke Ellington
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    Trust; A Pledge of

    As some of you know, for reasons I would rather not discuss, I am slowly working my way through playing an entire hymnal on the piano.  Since I am not a piano player this is a rather painful experience for both my and God's ears.  But that is the whole point - I'm doing it because I can't do it and the only way to be able to do it is .... to do it.  

    Thus far (with a few exceptions) this has not been an particularly worshipful experience.  This is merely an exercise to become a better player of piano.   But last night I actually read through one of the responsive readings in between the hymns and it was a good one.  It is fitting for dealing with the frustrations of learning a new instrument and how to live in general. 

    I thought I would share it with you because I'm just that nice:

    A Pledge of Trust

    Father, during this coming week there may be times when I shall not be able to sense your presence or to be aware of your nearness.

    When I am lonely and by myself
    I trust you to be my companion.

    When I am tempted to sin
    I trust you to keep me from it.

    When I am depressed and anxious
    I trust you to life my spirits.

    When I am crushed by responsibility and overwhelmed by the demands of people on my time,
    I trust you to give me poise and a sense of purpose.

    When I am rushed and running
    I trust you to make me still inside.

    When I forget you
    I trust that you will never forget me.

    When I forget others
    I trust you to prompt me to think of them.

    When you take something or someone from me that I want to keep, when you remove the props I lean on for comfort in place of you; when you refuse to respond to my questions and to answer my too-selfish prayer, I will trust you even then.

    Amen

    (written by Bryan Jeffery Leech)

Friday, 06 June 2008

  • C4CM Assignment #2

    My favorite task this week was by far was "Find 20 things that make a circle, and take a photo so that the circle takes up the same amount of space and is framed the same way from picture to picture. Explore your immediate area first, then move onto other areas, even go outside if need be."

    This one was awesome because not only is it a little bit like Sesame Street but it also required me to take undercover pictures while at work! Sneaky art is even more fun than normal art.  I also shot in macro which I hardly ever do - what fun! I ended up taking over 25 pictures of circles in my cubicle and then at least 10 more in my office in general - and I keep seeing circles everywhere (which was part of the point.) After I found 20 circles I started looking at more creative ways to frame the shots.  I felt a little limited by choosing the lower left quadrant for the circles (if the circle was on the top of something it was challenging to frame it and still be able to tell what it was.) But all in all this was a really fun one - I think you should all try it!

    And now for a close-up-circular-tour of my office.  
    C4CM 011
         My phone - one of the most used things on my desk
    C4CM 012
                      My fan has such a happy negative ion!
    C4CM 013
                        What would I do without my Burt's Bees?
    C4CM 024
                             Rubberband Ball - hooray!
    C4CM 027
                 My cell phone actually has quite a few circles on it.
    C4CM 028
        The PO Box keys - complete with a Vatican key chain
    (I got it for the person that used to get the mail on my trip to Italy last year-
                            and he left it behind when he quit)
    C4CM 032
            The top of my Europe Semester Photo Album thingy
    C4CM 033
    Today is brought to you by the Letters "O" and "P" and the number "0"
    C4CM 036
            My computer is working even when I'm only "working"
    C4CM 039
        This is a candle that someone else left behind when they quit.
    C4CM 040
    Rufous - my plant from Chris and Megan Phillips' Wedding last year.
                    He's still alive - even without a window!
                            (He's a bit greener in real life)
    C4CM 043
                My headphones - I would go insane without them!
    C4CM 044
        One of the many pieces of art Michael has gotten for the Office.
    C4CM 052
                                The CD-ROM Drawer!
    C4CM 047
               The kitchen sink has lots of circles in it! (I see at least 13)
    C4CM 048
        Our office would be even worse with out this little fella.
    C4CM 049
    So I flipped the picture to get the main circle on the correct side but still I like this one
    C4CM 055
                                        Bathroom sink!!
    C4CM 056
                                        My Boston Ring :)
    C4CM 037
                Why yes that is a Chick Magnet in the background --
                Order your's today at ChickMagnetINC@gmail.com

Thursday, 05 June 2008

  • Currently Reading
    On the Road (Penguin Great Books of the 20th Century)
    By Jack Kerouac
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    I'm gonna do it!

    My Goals for June* are as follows:
    1. Get 8 hours of sleep EVERY night (or at least 6 out of 7)
    2. No Caffeine
    3. No Desert (eek!)
    4. Pass the stupid piano test (by the end of August)

    The first three are more of an experiment to see if fixing those three things improve my quality of life... I'll keep you posted.
    The forth one, well, I should have done it three years ago.  It's high time to get it done - and when I do - we are so having a party!

    Also - I will be getting another C4CM (Caffeine for the creative mind) post up here soon... I guess thats goal number 5. 

         5.  To have 4 C4CM posts this month.

    Its always better to have an odd number of goals - or an odd number of just about anything... unless you are trying to split it evenly between people of course - that's why its better not to share :p

    *Starting today which is 5 days into June but I had a friend visiting** - it just couldn't be helped
    ** Hopefully more on that later.

Wednesday, 28 May 2008

  • The Fates Think I'm Fat

    [I am very sorry about the amazingly-painful-to-the-eyes color scheme I had going - this should be better]

    I went to lunch with my good friend, Brian, today. We decided to get out of our Mexican food rut and ventured into the yummy land of Chinese food.

    This seemed like a great idea. Three courses and a waitress all for the super low lunch special price - Yahoo! Chopsticks added a lot of entertainment (well at least for Brian who got to laugh at me attempting to use them.) Sweet and sour chicken, good converstation, an chance to catch up with an old friend that I rarely get to see -- Its all fabulous!

    And then came the best part (or so I thought): free desert! A "oh yay! Fortune cookies!" type squeal of joy flew out of my mouth when they were dropped off. I was excited. Was excited, until we opened them.....

    Brian

    Me

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

  • Currently Reading
    Caffeine for the Creative Mind: 250 Exercises to Wake Up Your Brain
    By Stefan Mumaw, Wendy Lee Oldfield
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    Assignment #1


    "Creativity lurks in the vision of a slightly skewed perspective" - Caffeine for the Creative Mind (here after: CFTCM)


    I want to get this thing blog going again, I want to do a lot of things.  I keep making lists of things that I want to do but then never get around to doing them -- so: I am forgoing lists (at least for today) and am actually writing a post - (yay!)


    I got the above book yesterday and I am going to start using it.  It is full of little assignments to get your creativity more in shape. I was thinking of posting all of them up here... but it might be better to just pick my favorite one from every week - partly because I know I probably will miss a day or two and because I don't want to put the entire book online. Go get your own - its a good one!

    Yip Yip Hooray for accountability! Please add suggestions/ critiques and your own version of the assignment as often as you like. 

    Hopefully this will inspire more writing in general from me as well.  (also if anyone wants to get me a digital drawing tablet I would love you forever :P)

    Also, I just finished reading The Alchemist  by Paulo Coelho and would highly recommend it to anyone that is "trying to figure out what the heck to do with my life"

    Assignment #1: "Pimp out a Red Wagon" (click for larger view)
    00000001

Monday, 31 March 2008

  • Currently Reading
    The History of Love: A Novel
    By Nicole Krauss
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    This morning's medical adventure

    I was excited that I had to go to the optometrist and the radiology lab this morning because it meant I would get to be an hour late to work. I was SUPPOSED to drive the complete opposite direction of work on a Monday morning - wonderful! I haven't gotten my eyes checked in 4 years so I was slightly worried about what they might say but the missing work out weighed any anxiety I was feeling and I headed for Ventura bright and early this morning.

    I had a lovely visit with the Doctor while he checked my eyes. He told me that if everyone's eyes were like mine he would need a new job, I have better vision than an Air Force Pilot that was recently in his office, and for insurance purposes we had to make up a problem so that the insurance would pay for my visit (we decided on itchy I think). He explained how the glaucoma "air-puff" test works (which was very interesting) and assured me several times that my eyes were perfect. He then told me "I think you're terrific, kid." I think he meant my vision but I'm going to take it both ways. I really enjoyed hearing that my vision is still "better than perfect" but not just because it was an ego boost and saved me money on glasses.

    The reason I'm bragging about this is because there was very little genetic chance for me to have good vision. There are some members of my family with good eyesight but both of my parents have needed fairly strong prescriptions since they were young children. The story that I remember is that once my mom was pregnant with me, a group of people decided to lay their hands on her stomach and they prayed for my eyesight.

    Not only do I have 20/15 vision (a.k.a. "better than perfect") I get quite a lot of complements about the beauty of my eyes as well as if God went above and beyond their prayers. To be honest there have been moments where I've gotten a little vain about my blue eyes (there have been times when I've felt that they were the only thing going for me). But most of the times when my eyes are a topic of conversation (especially when my vision is the topic of the complement) it reminds me that God was already loving and healing me before I was born. And that was something I really needed to be reminded of today.

    The rest of morning was spent going to medical clinics #3 and #4 attempting to get a hard copy of x-rays they took at clinic #2 (and it was the 2nd time I went into clinic #2 because the x-ray machine was broken the first time) after I left the Optometrist at clinic #1. Luckily there were a couple nice people that helped me figure out 1. where I was 2. where I should be 3. where the x-rays were and 4. how to get us all in the same place. Once I got to Santa Barbara I still had to go to the drug store (for my cough) and the grocery store (for my lunch) before I finally made it to work! oy! (I was a full 2 hours late for work by the way.)

    But God is still working, He knit us together in our mothers' wombs and He knows what is best for us - especially when we don't.

    Topic of my next blog (hopefully): Thomases of the doubting variety.

    (inklingsofhope.blogspot.com)

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    • Gender: Female
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  • I am a mess wrapped up in good intentions. I enjoy creating art, playing music, loving people, dancing, dreaming, running (especially on a beach), learning, and playing with sound boards. Trying to figure out what to do with my life is taking up more of my time these days.

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